I didn;t talk to my boyfriend after our unsafe sex.
I dated another guy who I found on internet but didn;t like him, I chated with many guys but now I don;t want it anymore.

I started to feel sad and texted my boyfriend that Im sorry I didn't text him but I was angry. I told him everything I think.

Now hw acts like the best boyfriend ever saying that he made a mistake and that he is sorry etc and that he wants to be with me so much.

I don't know what to do

I feel depressed with him. I feel sad without him and I miss him. Maybe I miss our relationships not him, I don't know what I'm missing, maybe I'm just sad and that's all. Is it healthy to feel depressed with my boyfriend? I think its some kind of torturing attachment or maybe it's my imagionation.

I really don't know what to do. It's so hard to leave him.
I know that therapy can't help me with this. I have talked to my friends and it's better then therapy.
I still don't know if I'm pregnent or not because I took emergensy pill and I had to wait for two weeks or more to make a test.

P.S.I decided to make new thread. If someone has questions you can look in my previous thread http://forums.psychcentral.com/relat...y-bf-jerk.html