She did admit today that she has her own faith, her own morals & that this goes against them & that she needed to state that out loud to me. I already knew them tho. Like when I'd say I have a date & she'd shake her head & sigh. Maybe she's not saying it outloud that she's against it, but there is an under current of comments that make me feel shame. Last wk when I saw her I felt totally different. A different part was present. One that is very happy & proud of the decisions I've made to find happiness for myself. Today I felt totally different.