I have been depressed for a bit, was upset a few days ago because my boyfriend got mad at me and for the right reason. But what bothers me is that when he is mad or angry he gets quiet, that I cannot stand. He rarely shows anger and on occassion has shown violence, not towards me but it was enough to make me nervous and triggered.

I think though in 'daydreams' about my ex, the things he use to do to me, the grabbing on the back of the neck ect. This happened when i told my BF that i was going up to bed since he was mad at me, he made no move to stop me or even said one word, just ignored me. So I went up to bed, basically cried for a bit, don't know how long I was because I didn't bother looking at the clock. I started to think of my abusive ex, and the stuff he used to do to me, and then the daydreams shifted and I started to have some thoughts of my present BF, why?

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<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>