Thanks for the concern, but I'm ok. I'm not intending to act on anything for the foreseeable future, but it does feel inevitable. I shouldn't have posted: I didn't want to worry anyone. I've just felt so connected to the moon lately, like it 'gets me', and I wanted to say it 'out loud' to someone who isn't my dog. Lovely as he is, he doesn't understand most words, only feelings (though he is very generous with hugs when I'm upset). Sorry, rambling! I'll shut up now lol

*Willow*