I don't remember what it feels like to be happy. I've been depressed since I was 15 years old and now I'm 22 and my depression is getting worse everyday. I wonder if it will get better one day but I can't picture that possibly. My depression has led to many things such as anxiety, stress, paranoia which led to high blood pressure, migraines, chest pains, etc... I feel like I'm fighting a battle that cannot be won. This thing has taken over my life and I don't know what else to do.