thanks mj. I know you're here for me and it feels good. I just wish there ws someone "here" for me. Call them up and go for coffee and lay out all my concerns and have them put a hand on my shoulder and tell me I'm doing the right thing or at least help me to figure out whether I am or not. Listen and know me. Someone who knows me and knows the way I react to things and how to react to me. Do you know what i mean by that? A friend who really knows me and the way i am that can listen and tell me the things I need to hear or kick me in the butt when that is warranted too.
It's just lonely not having that. I guess I'm still in mourning over my failed marriage. I thought I was over it.
I'll post tomorrow and let you know if I survived.
thanks again MJ. Take care
tina

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