I am exhausted. I've been sick for almost 4 weeks....saw a friend today and she said it seems like she can't remember me without a cough! I think I need more antibiotics....or something. It has been such a tough year.

I'm stressed about seeing my therapist again this week, for different reasons.

I'm feeling so broke and disheartened with all the hard work I have been doing to get ahead, and yet keep getting bashed back down.

I feel soo sad tonight, because my son teared up after his prize giving for school because he wanted to come home with me, but his Dad said no. He'll be home tomorrow after school, but still.......

I'm just sooooooooo exhausted and want to hide....I am still keeping all the memories at bay with amazing avoidance techniques, because I just can not face it right now.

And now I feel bad for complaining......

(I'll head over to my gratefulness thread to find some balance)

to you all.