That's a huge step forward for you HDR.

And I'm sure your T would not have suggested this step if they weren't confident that it was in your best interests.

Hard, I'm sure.

You've told your mom things she never knew.

She obviously cares for you deeply and wants what is best for you.

My parents live in America so I don't get this heart to heart with them.

I hope you find some comfort with your decision.

I think the uneasy feeling will begin to pass.