I agree with Hooligan. Plus, you take a large dose of Abilify. Your clarity of thought combined with a high dose of an AP make it unlikely to conclude that you are manic.

A lot of people think about celebrities. I have never been able to understand why they do, but since I have heard it mentioned again and again - very frequently - this cannot be bipolar (bipolar's incidence is smaller).

Maybe write a letter to the celebrity without sending it? Draw a picture of her? Do some creative expression without showing anybody? Or, post an image as an attachment on this thread? Do something to get it out? At least won't hurt too much?