I'm at work so I can't write much, but I need to get this out in the open. I really like my T, and I really trust her to have my best interest at heart. But I've been stuck for over a year now and keep getting worse... To the point where Suicide starts looking like a long term option again.

I know I need to change something but I don't really know what to do. Changing T/Pdoc,getting hospitalized, looking for a trauma T, fake a suicide attempt to get more help? I'm really at my wits end and don't know what to do....

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