So... My doctor has signed me off until 24/12, which I know I need, as the thought of going back to work is just so overwhelming right now with thoughts of questions from people as to why I've been off, am I ok now (no I'm not f****** ok, and never will be!!). Anyhow I get a text message this morning from My Boss-

"Hiya, we need to chat about when you're thinking of returning can you call me this afternoon cheers xx"

I'm not ready to go back yet! Let alone thinking of when I'm returning!! It's just too much pressure... I can't handle it!! I know he thinks that I've had long enough time off, and that I should coming back now... But I can't! I just can't!!

Maybe I should just tell him that I'm not coming back? I just can't handle the pressure... Maybe I don't want to actually go back? I don't know??

I don't know how long I can carry on this way [emoji17] I just don't!!

I really don't know a lot!! CLEARLY!!

xXxDONExXx

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