I could have written your post. My T. and I have never discussed my attachment to her. Ironically, last night in my session I read her a journal entry and stopped when I talked about my attachment to her - I couldn't go there but wanted to. I also am scared of the possible rejection or ridicule. I'm going to try to bring it up next session. It makes me sad that it's so hard for me when it should be so understandable.