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I can totally understand why you would feel the way you felt about the kiss and the fear you had about your husband. I don't know Christopher--though my own husband is named Christopher, he goes by Chris--but I bet he will be back. You have been honest and up front. You have done nothing wrong. Some guy took advantage of the moment and gave you an unsolicited kiss. I would be shocked too and I would probably have froze too. You don't have anything to feel guilty about but the fact you do feel guilty goes to show just how important you husband and your relationship to him is.

Give your hubby a little time to process this information. In the end it may become an ego boost for him after all he has the complete love and affection of a woman whom other guys want to mosh upon. I would imagine however that he will not be too keen on you seeing other old guy friends by yourself in the near future. Who could blame him. This must be rather scarey for him.
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying