This seems to be coming up a lot lately. Not just with me, but I see it in a lot of your posts.

Have any of you talked about this with your T's?

I am sure that my therapist knows. I mean, he has to. Which makes me want to die. But I believe it's an important topic to talk about. However.... it's embarrassing as hell.

What do I say?

Hi. I want to %#@&#! you.

Hi. I wouldn't normally be attracted to you, but now that you are my T I want to jump on you, as well as men who look like you.

I don't know. I want to tell him everything. I want to get the most out of therapy that is possible. But this.... is horrific stuff.