I have so many different thoughts in my head right now. I have suffered from depression and anxiety since I was a teenager. I am now 47. The depression has been better lately and I am dealing with the anxiety better. I think I am ready to do something with my life. I have been on disability for the last year or so and am afraid of going from doing nothing to full time school. I have visited one of my school choices and have set up a time to sit in on classes for a day.

The bottom line is my head is coming up with reasons for me not to try this. Depression ruined my last year of high school and my initial attempt at college. I presently feel better than I have in a long time and have a lot of support. The school I may attend is not a regular college. It is a private, for profit technical school. I looked at reviews of this school online and they were not pretty. Did I forget to mention that I also have OCD. I can't stop thinking about those reviews.

I don't know what I am asking for help with. If anyone has any experience with anything I have written here, I would appreciate your input.
Thank you in advance.