So.. I've been anorexic for a year and 8 months and right now I'm in the process of recovery. I started it a month ago and I've put up 7 pounds.. and it has been really hard to see my reflection nearly everywhere... I can't stand my legs and I feel like I can't stop eating things. I feel like I'm over eating but I know I'm not..

Gosh! I hate this feeling! I want to be better, I don't want to go back.. I'm engaged and I want the best for me and I want to live a long healthy life.. I want children, I want to be a mom.. I want to be strong for my fiance who's facing depression and panic attacks.. he's taking steps for help.. and I feel useless..
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