
thanks to both of you
I said it doesn't look all that bad but in fact my face does look "quite bad" and I can't wear make up to cover it because of the rash and all my fur

(the rash is over most of my face, compared to a "normal person" I look a mess
(but as I so rarely leave my cave that's the least of my worries.....

I remember trying to explain about my rash to that T

that was one of the times he said how "unendearing" i was. I'm sure he was right
I once worked on a "cancer and skin" ward.
This was when I was a very young bear and not so paranoid about hospitals.
Just being flooded by more memories of what "he" said
(bad paws. Delete

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