yep feel that way nope not like yours

not married ......u have to set a routine
wake up
shower shave brush teeth
glass of tea in the morning
do what ever need to be done for the day
6-7 pm eat food
midnight go to bed
that is mine ...........most days i have nothing i need to do so i move 3 feet from my bed to a chair and play on the computer learning what ever subject has gotten my eye that day

as for who u are that is u ..........are u a nice person or a grouchy ...do u like brids or do they bug u ....your u .....u are getting lost in the idea what u do is what makes u .......if u want get idea who u are ask ppl u know and friends (they can see tho the haze) look at what they say and what gets repeated

that is u who ever u are