Have you had antidepressants before?
There is no reason to keep suffering when help is available, whether that help is in the form of medication or something else.
I think you should call your doctor and discuss it... if you decide that medication is not right for you, you can make that decision based on information that you discuss with the doc. He may be able to recommend other alternatives as well.
Not doing anything isn't going to help the situation. Do you have a therapist? If you are reluctant to call the doctor maybe speak with your T instead and see what he thinks?
Good luck
And welcome to the forums.
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