I found a light box on Amazon, so maybe I will try that.

The funny thing is that I hate sunlight when I'm depressed. Sometimes I put off errands until after dark and avoid windows. If I go outside I try to wear jackets with hoods even when it's hot outside. The sunshine affects me psychologically like going out in the rain.

My favorite weather is when the sky is cloudy. So it would be funny if sunlight is what I need.