I'm not sure if it's exactly
An eating disorder
But it's just fat
All I see
In the mirror
I was taught about eating disorders
In school
I don't look like those girls
I have rolls
But then I feel beautiful sometimes
I have stretch marks
But then I eat
I have loose skin from rapid weight loss
But then I cry and vomit
I'm not sure if it's exactly
And eating disorder
Because I don't purge
All the time
I don't starve
All the time
I don't binge
All the time
But I do
Binge
Purge
Starve
Repeat