Thanks guys, I appreciate the kind words. I'm trying to continue to take it day by day. Some days are easier than others. Some days I just feel hopeless, like the pain will never subside. I go to call him only to realize he won't be on the other line. The hardest part is handling the pain of thinking what to do. I would go to him often, with this and with that, and I have numerous other friends, but not that. Not that same, tell each other anything and everything kind of talks. I almost collapse to me knees when the overwhelming pain of this whole thing comes. I just hope for a day that the pain will lessen. One Day.