Today is pretty good so far, I don't know if it's just a good day or my meds are working because I have 2 good days in a row, which recently has been extremely rare. But I am seeing my psychiatrist today and I'm going to DEMAND for a med that works on my depression because I'm on Geodon for voices and it's supposed to work for depression too, but just recently it has NOT been working because I almost had to check myself into the hospital because I was so low. So this will be a good appt. today that's for sure. I'm going to be very direct and get my ***** figured out.