I tried to make a list but then got pissed off that there was so much to do.... and not enough that can be done quickly. I ended up playing pool to try and reduce anger... and had to take a PRN to hopefully study. I've gotten some done but my one class.... wait there's actually 3... all of them.. enough that I am screaming and wanting some sort of relief or something that would just calm my mind... I see pdoc tomorrow and maybe he will allow me to be on adderall for a short period just to get through the last week of classes. that's it, just a week not enough for an addiction to start, but just enough to help. Oh and too much stress..... my some what list is on my blog and it's extensively short. Problem I have like 3-4 weeks of info to get though in a very short time... and I'm freaking out... oh and I had a flashback this morning..... so not helpful. and anxiety is high..... Finals I hate you!!!!