Hi Skeezyks, you're right!!!! YOU should be getting the credit!!!!
It's one thing putting all that forward/guiding people but it takes an amazing kind of strength to be taking that on board to be following it, to be breaking through those thoughts/feelings............!!!! That is something else entirely!!!!
So you............you're someone we can seriously admire, whatever you're going through. We'll just give Pema a little bit of credit though, hey??!!

Alison