I'm with you only w/out disability I didn't have enough work credits. What the hell do they call raising kids as a single mom?! I don't know about you but I never know how I will feel from one day to the next. Add Lupus to the mixture and I'm a hot mess! I don't have any inspirational words for you, I'm sorry, I'm still trying to figure this whole mental illness thing out. Be strong and go a moment at a time.