Well i hope that it helps to know that you are not alone! I am going through the same thing right now...who would have thought how hard it would be to get comp and disability for agoraphobia...i am same as you on the verge of losing all, thank god my husband is understanding. It is a big let down when you keep getting rejected. Only thing that helps me is I know that my family will love me no matter what happens financially. It helped me to talk with my therapist about this and with him and my husband about the GUILT that i feel in all this. Guilt is MAJOR!! You have to remember that you didn't ask for this to happen and things will get better! please talk to a support person! Congrats to you taking care of your mom it is not easy! god bless
Lisa