I stayed home from school today because I had a low-grade fever and a bad cough. I thought I'd get a ton of studying done, but I did less than an hour. The rest of the time was wasted on the internet.

I wish I could take control of my life. I wish I could believe in free will. I think I'm going to talk to my therapist about this once I see her again. I was going to see her today, but I didn't want to get her sick.