Im hoping to see a positive effect, i hope when i see my pdoc next that he ups it, im on 100mg at the moment with nothing still, my rage is still quite out of control, in the last couple of months i've almost broken my right hand 3 times, been manic & smashed a mirror just to bleed while laughing hysterically, reached euphoria & felt like i was gonna jump out of my own skin from so much energy racing through me, mixed meds & painkillers like morphine just to get a high when im down, going into a trance when the psychosis rears its ugly head & waking up with knives & meds scattered on my floor & cuts with no memory of anything...i feel like im living "the hangover" movie at times, i feel like im at the end of my tether =(