damn guy ..........i know alot of the feelings dealing with them myself for other reason

i can help tho with some of it
your job when u filled out the app for it u wrote in that u can only work so many hours a week correct ?...........if so u can go to the human resource person for your place (normally in charge of work time tables) and tell them u are not able to do this ......when i was hired i listed what i can do ...doing this would break a agreement with Employment and Support Allowance ppl ........u need to rework it please

the app u filed with the hours u can work is a contract they hired u based on that info they are altering the contract effecting other aspects of life and money ......they can not do that too u .........my father works part time and gets SS for being over 65 if he works more then 24 hours a week the SS payments are reduced so he has had this fight with them

so talk to the lady/guy about it and u should be more then ok will not lose anything

but they are right call the doctor if u are in this much pain .........heck go to the ER and tell them in mental crisis if really bad no shame in it what they are there for .......plus u get to ppl watch and in the end of that u do not look so crazy or hopeless as the guy strapped to the bed biting the air or screaming about something

as for dreams i have had every single one of mine crushed .........i have not figured out any answers to share with u on that ..........but their is always a answer just have to figure it out