Don't be down. It took me over a year to get pregnant back in the day. I know people that it even took longer. Don't give up. I admire you for getting off the meds to try to get pregnant. I was lucky my depression didn't set in until my daughter was 8, so I didn't have to take anything until then. I did finally have to accept the fact that I would need medication for the rest of my life and that was hard for me and took a while to come to that realization. Hang in there.