i confess: i am getting really bad at sticking to posting somewhere often.

not doing so well. after some time being okay.
kinda attempted sui the other day but i lied to my pdoc that i didn't... i just didn't want to get hospitalised coz there are many submissions due at the moment and.

i dont feel like caring anymore tbh.
i dont care about what i eat (not eating even) or...

i hate being back here.