I'm trying a new antidepressant and I'm feeling quite weird. Suddenly colors are really freaking bright. I had not realized how gray everything had become. I am no longer spending big chunks of my time feeling like I am totally worthless and that people secretly wish I would leave or die. I feel somewhat upbeat even. However, I am also exhausted, but hyper at the same time. I cannot sleep at night (or nap during the day). I am not able to settle down to a task at work. Dr. says that the symptoms will subside a bit in the next couple of weeks. I am cautiously hopeful that I can keep the upbeat thing and seeing actual colors but lose the hyper, tired, queasy part.