I don´t know if this part of the forum is the right place to post this but anyway. I´m 30+ and I live a really bad life.

I´ve searched for T:s but in my country you have to pay to get the care. I don´t have anyone to talk to, I´m single and unemployed. I´ve done a lots of things to improve my situation, I´ve got two long educations at a university level but I didn´t get a job.

As I´m depressed I don´t have the ability any longer to do anything radical about my situation. To that, I´ve already lost many years to loneliness and unemployment. I´ve never had a relationship and I had no real friends when I was younger.

There´s nothing good in life and when you end up at the "wrong track" there´s no turning back. Everyone speaks about life getting better, I don´t believe it. I think you just wait and accept that you got a meaningless life that you can´t improve in any way.

I know, I lived like this for ten years.