well i called around all today

drug rehab they would want me inpatient but i have court so i can not do that ........they will not take me to court and the lawyer said i need to be there

tolate to call the hospital and ask if they would take me down if i was inpatient

so i got another night of freaking out

have to ask is trazodone that big of a deal ......when they asked what i was on i told them that and they said u are on trazodone like it was something major