hi

i am trying to think about other things then what my post was about ........i keep looping same bad thoughts over and over and over again it actually given me a headache or the pills are i am not sure i do not get headaches

any way change the subject .........i am guy and really dumb when it comes to stuff like this i never know if it is sign or a signal or anything

ok so i mail stuff off from post office alot and there is this one lady there named cinthia

well after 2 years of going in she stops me and talks with me ( i am known in my area because i look amish beard /hat/solid color shirts and jeans) so that was her first ? are u amish ....no i just look this way so ppl leave me alone except ppl like u that have the balls to ask me .

well we talk for 20 30 mins each time i go in drop stuff off she asked for my number i gave it to her we text now and then (when i am going up i send a note see if she is working) go outside and smoke a cig and ******** about life in the area

well when we started talking she lived with her kid father they broken up for a few years got back together to see if could work out ...well it was not working out so well about 5 months ago she flat out asked if i liked porn (i did not know what to say so i say i am a guy i love porn ) then she lets out she been watching it becuase her and the guy are on the outs

the fallowing months she contacts me more because she is sad and i make her laugh .......about 3 weeks ago she moves out of there and down into her sisters place ...she is much happier even seen her giggle 2 times

well last time i talked to her she was telling me she might ask me to drive her home from the dentist having wisdom teeth pulled and i am the only one she trust to be around her while messed up on the drugs.......she is worried she will say something she should not to other ppl ..........then she asked if i would come by her work on sunday just to talk while she is working ....i said sure

now the ? is should i ask her out on a date is that what she is hinting at ...she knows i am bi polar and smoked weed (her father smokes now)

so guys that knows what is going on what does this mean .........ladies what does this mean