FLorRosa, welcome to psych central. Sorry you are sad about your situation. Have you considered doing temporary work where you can try jobs and see how you do. They also have other types of jobs you may be better at.

There are forums you may like.
Depression - Forums at Psych Central

Work and Careers - Forums at Psych Central

I don't think your post requires the trigger icon. You might want to remove it if you put it on there. Triggering steers many people away from a post for fear of an emotional reaction.
Triggering usually means saying things that are usually going to set someone off. For more explanation of triggering see:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/new-m...ease-read.html