It sounds like you aren't in a healthy relationship. Especially when you mention breaking up every 3-4 days, not wanting to meet to not create memories- I don't see anything getting better from here. it seems like he has an extreme anger issue and he isn't able to control his emotions in a mature manner, and he's dumping all his emotions out on you and taking it out the complete wrong way. I don't want you to be in a situation where you feel stuck or where you feel like you have nowhere to turn. I understand marriage is a very important thing in your country, but would you rather be stuck with somebody who is verbally and emotionally abusive (and possibly physically) or find someone who you can have a healthy connection with and feel happy and loved? Just think about it, write down your thoughts. have you thought of seeing a therapist? it can really help sort out your thoughts and feelings as well as what you want to do from here. There IS hope. Hold on, and stay strong. Everything will be okay.