He didn't love me.

I loved him though.

He kept saying how he wanted another girl and that being in a relationship would make him the happiest and stop his depression.

He said he loved me at the beginning but then dropped when he realized he rushed me in a relationship.

He said he wasn't romantically attracted to me, but loved me as a friend.

I had more feelings for him.

It's not fair, he was almost everything that I wanted and I lost him.

I left him completely today, told him I couldn't be his friend.

I ****ing hate what he did.

I will not forget all he has told me.

I don't think he even realizes all the things he's said to me.

I'm never going to be taken seriously. I'll always be stuck in the friends zone. I will never be good enough for anyone.

I'll be living alone for the rest of my life, and I will have no one to be by my side.