been sleeping alot. stir occasionally to post here. thanks, everyone.........didn't go to work today. only second time i've missed since i started this job.

do you ever feel as if your body weighs more than you do? i'm dragging. neglecting the hens, flowers, etc. my neighbor fed the chickens for me though. thank god. i feel so heavy.........

not much reason to try. listening to Staind....."been awhile"........i'm not sure what this life is about.