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Old Dec 11, 2014, 10:28 PM
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Originally Posted by PennyD View Post
I would definitely get a pregnancy test and just make sure that everything is okay in that department before moving forward, but I would definitely recommend some space- not talking to him or anybody else and just asking yourself what you want, and what you are looking for, and if you miss him because you are lonely or if you really care for him and are willing to work to be in a committed relationship with him. Then, I would recommend talking with him and hearing his thoughts. Because if you're saying youre depressed and upset, it seems like an emotional roller coaster and that isn't healthy. So just be careful, and figure out what it is you're looking for first.
I think I need to hear what others say because I have so little experience and he was the first guy I slept with...
I tried to talk to him but now it seems I don't want to listen to him anymore, he blows my mind with his words and I believe that everything will be okay but it never is.

I think I don't believe I could ever find guy who really loved me. I think I'm not okay and only loosers like me.

He pays for apartment and it seems it shows that he really likes me. Who would waste his money just to get a place to live with his girlfriend who escapes from him all the time.

I'm abuser too. My mind is f***ed, I hope he will leave me first and it would be his responsibility and his choice.

Maybe I'm stucked in some kind of illusions, maybe I can't see real life and reality, I feel so out of reality.

Sometimes it feels like there is a power who doesn't let me go away from him.