kaliope.
I had people with me that take care of me, my fiance was there sitting next to me and I knew what I was smoking. Sintetic is a legal drug that gives you the same feeling as marihuana does (and I smoke marihuana, it calms my personalities when things get brutal). What I didn't know was the type of sickness that could give sometimes since I thought it was the same bad reaction that I have already experienced when smoking weed. You sweat cold and you feel sick to your belly and that's all. This is what everyone in the car knew, they have never experienced what I lived, and while I was in that state all they saw was me with my eyes closed resting on my fiance's shoulder and looking sick. They thought I just had the sickness that we all knew. They didn't really know that I hallucinated or that I had a panic attack because what I thought I was saying out loud didn't come out of my mouth.. I was just thinking every word.