Im not sure if my dig is right ive been getting treatment wth different meds and therapy for almost a year now but none of it has worked. I hear voices in my head and phsically there are several some nice some good I dont hear them all the time. I also see things such as people not there. It comes an goes. My emotions can change in an instant from wanting to killl myslef to perfectly happy like someone who would never have those thoughts dont even believe i have those thoughts to wanting to kill someone else. I do have blackouts in time where i do stuff an dont remember alot of the time its buyinh stuff i have a loarge collection of toys. I have bad social anxiety i dont unerstand people how they act or their emotions. I very easly fall in love with people an stuff and become completly obsessed with them untll i have them as in going as far as stealing stuff and manipulating people. Thats just some of it what are your thoughts?