Ugh. I asked my therapist last week if he would accept a gift if I made him something..........what ensued was THE MOST AWKWARD 'discussion' EVER! He was clearly uncomfortable and really didn't know how to say what he wanted to say.

I came away feeling really stupid! So I mentioned it again this week, about him being all awkward, and me, and he said that he was uncomfortable.....but not for the reasons I probably thought. He said that he felt uncomfortable because he would not be able to reciprocate, even wanting to he "knows it is probably not a good idea".

What does that even mean? I must ask! I made a joke out of how awkward we both were and we both laughed.

I'm still going to give him something that I've made. Still deciding exactly what. I imagine it'll be really awkward, but I really want to for some reason. (I may chicken out!)