I failed my final exam today. It was the easiest exam ever, but I failed it. I'm probably the most stupid person to walk on earth. I didn't even know the final was today because I'm so irresponsible and dumb. I'm a failure. I thought I was better than this but I'm a waste of life, I'm nothing, I won't be anything in the future, I won't be successful, I will just disappoint everyone who believes in me. I always slack and choose to sleep all morning instead of make goals to achieve something in life. I see people around me my age in their 20s with jobs and cars and doing really well in college, but me? I ain't s#@t, high school filled my head with false tittles and I got into college thinking I was smart. Graduating valedictorian? That don't mean s#@t I didn't deserve that because I'm dumb stupid and just realized it. I don't have ambition or goals and I feel like I will fail at everything. I don't know what i want. I'm studying to become an accountant, which is probably a dumb decision, but I know I won't make it, I would like to be a dancer too but I'm not that talented to make it far. If I died now it would be ok because a couple years from now I will be the same failure and lazy piece of s#@t I am right now.
Good night everybody.
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