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thankyou. i do love him dont get me wrong, but i feel the more time goeson i know i can never changethe fact he doesnt show his feelings and its not fair of me to ask him to change.i'm just very needy, hard to live with someone like me i suppose. but i dont want to be another divorce statistic, i dont quit, or try not to. we have been togethr for 19 years in september, it's a lot to throw away.

we'll just have to see. take care, love kerry(jinny)xxxx