I went to my t appointment today after the worse week in a long time and found out he had called my husband today. T told him that he was worried about my safety.

I always knew that this was a possibility that he could contact my husband. But it still felt like such a betrayal. I was looking forward to sitting down in my chair in his office and letting it all out. Instead I had to deal with all of the emotions that come along with finding out that t is that worried and now h knows.

Now, h gets to be a babysitter this weekend. And see t again on Tuesday.