My T left me a message saying a new change of plans that I am going to stay with her after all but we are all going to have a meeting with my addictions councillor to come up with a new treatment plan (this never really happens so I feel kinda special, they didn't even talk or share info).

I'm so happy

Now scared.

I said many things. Like how I am ready to do trauma work. But in the toe weeks of waiting on this transference appointment with a new t I convinced myself I was done with trauma work, that I was just going to say I want help wih bipolar and borderline symptoms... And be a snot.

I was gonna f*^k it all and train to be a psychic you guys.

But now she is keeping me.



I guess I'm really happy. Just scared.