I have 2 Christmas parties I have been ask to go to. Both are with family. One is extended family but a I think it will be a lot of fun. The next one is to my sisters house for our Christmas together. My 2 sons and grand daughter will be going. My grand daugther is 4. This will be the first Christmas we have got to have her at my sisters house for the Christmas party. I ask her mom if I could keep her that Sunday night because we would be getting back late and I would get her to school because her dad would have to work. She said yes and that my grad daugther was having her Christmas show at school that Monday and she had an extra ticket and ask me if I would like to go. I said yes. I am so full of joy I almost cried just thinking about all of this fanning out the last few days. Life seems like I have made the right moves and life is coming together for the most important people in my life. I hope someone reads this and really understands it will not happen over night but it can happen if you just start some where doing things different. Don't keep doing the same stuff with your life and expect it to change. No I'm not saying everyday will be this happy but the happy days and memories will help for the bad days. One happy GranGran!
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Just taking one day at a time. If this doesn't work I will go to taking an hour at a time

I think if I can work on getting out of denial, my life would be easier.