I can't deal with anger very well. I mean, does anyone really? What I mean is, I've never had a good role model in dealing with anger- I had a step dad with an exlosive temper (throwing/ smashing dishes, etc) - I usually just bottle things up and don't like to sour peoples mood with mine- usually I try to isolate myself when I'm in my worst mood because I feel like I'm a menace. I'm ready to explode right now and yet feel a bit defeated and tearful too. So frustrated with things. Angry- people getting preferential treatment- I'm not the happiest person, but I try to be and then feel hated on because of it- straight up prejudice I'm dealing with. So frustrating! I don't know if this makes much sense, I'm having trouble thinking clearly now so I'm going to go get some chocolate now. I'm tired of people, you know? Ugh, thank god for the nice ones, but mostly everyone else are assholes.